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Have you been out in the world of late?

There is a deep craziness afoot in it.

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Keep your hands inside the ride at all times.








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I know y’all are sick of hearing it, but I am both:

1. Incredibly, abundantly blessed.

2. Crazy as a shit-house rat.

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I’m having a hell of a time at it, though.

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I wish I was a better man than what I am. Or I wish I’d learn to accept my shortcomings from what I think I should be. Or I wish I’d just buck up and be however it is that my ravenous ego thinks I ought to achieve.

I guess I can just try to accept that I don’t.

don’t do any one of them.

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How is it that I have won the one woman I love?

What a prize to have her in my life.

It is my undoing and my salvation to love her.

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She is the reason they made the whole of this place, the secret that pulses in the heart of every nucleus of every atom in the known world.

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I am the dark energy of it.

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we are kali & shiva and brahman & indra, and bonnie & clyde and calvin & hobbes.

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we are the world and all its terrible storms.

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Also, rest in peace, Detective Dietrich.  Every day I try to be as good a cop as you were.

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Namaste.

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